{"id":127,"date":"2005-01-09T20:58:31","date_gmt":"2005-01-10T03:58:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=127"},"modified":"2005-05-25T08:28:30","modified_gmt":"2005-05-25T15:28:30","slug":"investigating-silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2005\/01\/investigating-silence\/","title":{"rendered":"investigating silence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d like to continue. I think I&#8217;d like to continue. <\/p>\n<p>Stalled by anger. The pleading of a man in Alabama woke me up, triggering tears. So why not write? <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m plastered to the wall. Marked in lines by lath, fiberglass for hair. <\/p>\n<p>I find online magazines ponderous. I find everything ponderous. Elephantine constructus of words. <\/p>\n<p>Olivia&#8217;s fragments appeal. Shards. Splinters. Shreds. <\/p>\n<p>I try to breathe. I breathe. I try to be. I be. <\/p>\n<p>Afterwords, afterbirth, afterdeath. Afterward, alterword, offerwords. <\/p>\n<p>Hard sorrow. <\/p>\n<p>Anger. Oftentimes am told<br \/>\na practical way to do things<br \/>\nI know (alreadY) Jesus<br \/>\ndamn I know don&#8217;t you<br \/>\nthink I know how to do<br \/>\nthings? <\/p>\n<p>Like throw out trash<br \/>\nHeat leftovers<br \/>\nHandle hot dishware<br \/>\nKeep track of time<\/p>\n<p>So here&#8217;s my answer<br \/>\nThe Deliberate Impractical<br \/>\nHow do you like that<br \/>\nAnd I also levitate<\/p>\n<p>Strength and <\/p>\n<p>The Chariot<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d like to continue. I think I&#8217;d like to continue. Stalled by anger. The pleading of a man in Alabama woke me up, triggering tears. So why not write? I&#8217;m plastered to the wall.&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-127","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=127"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}