{"id":3856,"date":"2015-01-05T15:33:50","date_gmt":"2015-01-05T22:33:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=3856"},"modified":"2015-01-05T16:20:33","modified_gmt":"2015-01-05T23:20:33","slug":"contemplating-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2015\/01\/contemplating-home\/","title":{"rendered":"contemplating home"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The word &#8220;home&#8221; has been on my mind. <\/p>\n<p>Notes: <\/p>\n<p>My cell phone has no service where we stay up in Maine. I am unlocated. I can&#8217;t record my walks. <\/p>\n<p>We had a sense of dislocation where we stayed, although we are comfortable there. Part of being at home was missing. I&#8217;m not sure what this is. We didn&#8217;t spread out our belongings. <\/p>\n<p>On the other hand, leaving in the dark of early morning felt like leaving home. Maybe I had made a home in the landscape by walking. <\/p>\n<p>Being at home I notice my negativity toward it. With a sense of humility, I walked in the neighborhood. The humility came from knowing all the people who were at home in the neighborhood. I am one of them. <\/p>\n<p>I think I have felt all my life that where I live is just temporary. Not a home. Is it a deficit in the homemaking instinct? Or my imagination? <\/p>\n<p>At home on the cushion? In the studio? Online? In the office? Where do I feel the strongest sensation of being at home? In the woods? (but not at night)<\/p>\n<p>~~~<\/p>\n<p>Leaving Wednesday for Florida. Wednesday to Tuesday. Away from home. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The word &#8220;home&#8221; has been on my mind. Notes: My cell phone has no service where we stay up in Maine. I am unlocated. I can&#8217;t record my walks. We had a sense of&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[31,68],"class_list":["post-3856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-attention","tag-home"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3856"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3858,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3856\/revisions\/3858"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}