{"id":391,"date":"2006-04-05T20:32:48","date_gmt":"2006-04-06T03:32:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=391"},"modified":"2006-04-05T20:41:44","modified_gmt":"2006-04-06T03:41:44","slug":"idle-idyll","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2006\/04\/idle-idyll\/","title":{"rendered":"idle idyll"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the Internet is polluted, decaying, degrading<br \/>\nI am compelled to surf searching<br \/>\nI have no private space<br \/>\nI am hesitant<br \/>\nI am undergoing a spring cleaning of the five aggregates<br \/>\nI&#8217;m lost in a maze of personality, religion, and literature<br \/>\nthe senses &#8211; what are they<br \/>\ntired of the random spattering of words and images (called this &#8220;gemshit&#8221;)<br \/>\ntrying to pretend I&#8217;m feeling my way by just watching what it is I like to post<br \/>\nbut I&#8217;m losing patience for it<br \/>\nwant to insist on a resolution<br \/>\nrevolution<br \/>\nwanting wanting wanting to revolve<br \/>\nI want my private bubble<br \/>\nI will paint the inside bubble walls with paint<br \/>\nbubble pops (ephemeral)<\/p>\n<p>do you think I could write a sonnet every day<br \/>\nI&#8217;m interested in words\/images but I have no context<br \/>\nI have no facts, no thoughts, no explications<br \/>\nI can barely visualize what I can barely pay attention to<br \/>\n(it whispers)<br \/>\nI want to make a thing of luminous energy<br \/>\nI want to make a thing that you can wave<br \/>\nI want to make a thing that floats<br \/>\nI want to make something to place on the skin that will yield a demon<br \/>\nthe roaring inside her<\/p>\n<p>freak snow squalls<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the Internet is polluted, decaying, degrading I am compelled to surf searching I have no private space I am hesitant I am undergoing a spring cleaning of the five aggregates I&#8217;m lost in a&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-391","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=391"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/391\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}