{"id":5078,"date":"2016-06-27T16:30:07","date_gmt":"2016-06-27T23:30:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=5078"},"modified":"2016-08-06T11:44:56","modified_gmt":"2016-08-06T18:44:56","slug":"things-im-coming-to-realize","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2016\/06\/things-im-coming-to-realize\/","title":{"rendered":"things I&#8217;m coming to realize"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Face3_20June2016.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Face3_20June2016-227x300.png\" alt=\"Face3_20June2016\" width=\"227\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-5106\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Face3_20June2016-227x300.png 227w, https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Face3_20June2016.png 374w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 227px) 100vw, 227px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The power of delusion<br \/>\nI am really in love with colors<br \/>\nI always wanted to just sit one-on-one with my mom, no chores or children interrupting<br \/>\nI could have hired a landscaper to redo my uppermost yard<br \/>\nI have &#8220;ambiguous loss&#8221; in my life<br \/>\nPoetry is a way to deal with ambiguity<br \/>\nThe house is developing a new attractive character<\/p>\n<p>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.qorcolors.com\/products\/watercolors\/sets\/high-chroma-6-set\" target=\"_blank\">QOR High Chroma 6 set<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.onbeing.org\/program\/pauline-boss-the-myth-of-closure\/8757\" target=\"_blank\">On Being, Pauline Boss speaking with Krista Tippett about ambiguous loss<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The power of delusion I am really in love with colors I always wanted to just sit one-on-one with my mom, no chores or children interrupting I could have hired a landscaper to redo&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[144],"class_list":["post-5078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-144"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5078"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5078\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5086,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5078\/revisions\/5086"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}