{"id":5324,"date":"2016-08-16T03:36:11","date_gmt":"2016-08-16T10:36:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=5324"},"modified":"2016-09-01T05:58:31","modified_gmt":"2016-09-01T12:58:31","slug":"the-big-blue-ball","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2016\/08\/the-big-blue-ball\/","title":{"rendered":"the big blue ball"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>closing is not happening friday<br \/>\nerase all the <a href=\"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=5304\" target=\"_blank\">finallys<\/a> of optimism<br \/>\nreset to the vastness of uncertainty <\/p>\n<p>mental tailspin throwing out notions<br \/>\nof a future that was so real<br \/>\nnow recognized as fantasy<\/p>\n<p>coasting through the workday<br \/>\neasy riding on demands of others<br \/>\nlooking forward to vajravidya <\/p>\n<p>recentering naturally happens<br \/>\ngathering with new friends<br \/>\nmeditating on the big blue ball<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>closing is not happening friday erase all the finallys of optimism reset to the vastness of uncertainty mental tailspin throwing out notions of a future that was so real now recognized as fantasy coasting&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[144],"class_list":["post-5324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-144"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5324"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5324\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5387,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5324\/revisions\/5387"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}