{"id":620,"date":"2007-05-28T16:18:21","date_gmt":"2007-05-28T23:18:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=620"},"modified":"2007-06-10T19:54:17","modified_gmt":"2007-06-11T02:54:17","slug":"meditation-with-garbage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2007\/05\/meditation-with-garbage\/","title":{"rendered":"meditation with garbage"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the word is ruined forever as<br \/>\nare a lot of words like revery I<br \/>\nneed the poets to reteach me<br \/>\nI am in need this morning<br \/>\nsome new habit some new<br \/>\nprivilege to be up and<br \/>\nearly writing backdrop<br \/>\ngarbage and the smell<br \/>\nof birds<br \/>\n&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;small and without<br \/>\npunctuation though the sky<br \/>\nis pleasant forming I am not<br \/>\nalone here having tea and toast<br \/>\nface raw with bugs alarmed<br \/>\nthree pots of herbs, well one<br \/>\nand two of emptiness<br \/>\nBhikkhu emptiness here in<br \/>\nsuburbs son sprawled out<br \/>\nin light at 5 am this is<br \/>\na ticklish dream wrapped cold<br \/>\naround my torso cold and<br \/>\ndrowned around my torso<br \/>\nticking tickling jiggling jingling<\/p>\n<p>I am off the bat the boat<br \/>\nboating an activity of many<br \/>\nwhile they are still middle<br \/>\nclass the urge to travel I will<br \/>\ntravel and see wondrous things<br \/>\nlike towels and bats and howling<br \/>\ncats, prattling monkeys, whales<br \/>\nand skeletons, towers of ants<br \/>\nwith garbage backdrop and the<br \/>\ninsect afterscape no rhythm<br \/>\nno awful silly sentence no courage<br \/>\nno dependability glancing gazing<br \/>\nall but no dependency no teeth<br \/>\nno braids no exoskeleton why<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t we all go home home to the<br \/>\ndrowned home backdrop garbage<br \/>\nwhite elite the bored the this the that &#8211;<br \/>\nthe mercy grass is on my sleeve<br \/>\nso gaze the hard g followed by<br \/>\nthe hissing z or gauze or geshe or<br \/>\nthe thrashing doves the sigh of singing<br \/>\ntelephone the whining plane the<br \/>\noozing telegraph the failed<br \/>\nsurrealist stuck in his nonfunctional<br \/>\nparlor dreams of Guadalajara &#8211;<br \/>\nwas it parody? the smell of garbage<br \/>\nmixes with a hint of lilac this is<br \/>\nwhat it is what it has come to skyline<br \/>\nhalfway clothed with leaves and a<br \/>\nsuburban brightness in the air<br \/>\nwith sounds of water gurgling and<br \/>\na morning goldness greedy and<br \/>\nsuburban cheeping with a hum<br \/>\nof traffic while the dog rests and<br \/>\nthe flying bee whirrs by a morning<br \/>\nwater color from the land of<br \/>\ngarbage and the land of smells<br \/>\nnow here nowhere now here nowhere<br \/>\nnow here nowhere now here okay<br \/>\nokay this is a trick of time black<br \/>\nflies float in golding light the piercing<br \/>\nchirp the here-I-am of jays the<br \/>\ncoo-coo mourning and obstreperous<br \/>\nchirp of sparrow and no crow<br \/>\nno crow not now and with the<br \/>\ncomprehensive smell of garbage<br \/>\nan early train so far so far<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the word is ruined forever as are a lot of words like revery I need the poets to reteach me I am in need this morning some new habit some new privilege to be&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-620","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/620","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=620"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/620\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=620"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=620"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=620"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}