{"id":92,"date":"2004-08-20T18:56:38","date_gmt":"2004-08-21T01:56:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/?p=92"},"modified":"2005-05-22T17:18:46","modified_gmt":"2005-05-23T00:18:46","slug":"fear-of-pencils","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/2004\/08\/fear-of-pencils\/","title":{"rendered":"fear of pencils"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>8\/12\/04<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"20040813_afraiddetail.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/loudgirl\/archives\/images\/20040813_afraiddetail.jpg\" width=\"341\" height=\"61\" border=\"0\" \/><br \/>\nI don&#8217;t want anyone to see me with pencils. Judi Beach in the newspaper, Eggemoggin Reach. Imaginary Maine. The clock is ticking. On the outskirts. Draining wine from a weak body. Mud in the flats. <\/p>\n<p>Is it a slideshow? What else is capture? Manufacture is not capture. The broken-down metaphor machine. &#8220;The system is down.&#8221; &#8220;She&#8217;s just saying that because she doesn&#8217;t want to talk to you.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Maybe it&#8217;s not no-capture, but rather selectivity. So what then is the prompting? S is excellent on the phone, on his feet. He&#8217;s invaded the bed. The wide-open bed. It&#8217;s a hard one with heavy covers, difficulty rolling over. Hard rolling over. <\/p>\n<table>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"50px\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<td>The family photos are moving for some reason. Earthquake? <\/p>\n<p>No, the proximity of siblings. <\/p>\n<p>A shelf of travel books. The heart murmur, the humming birds. <\/td>\n<td width=\"100px\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>8\/12\/04 I don&#8217;t want anyone to see me with pencils. Judi Beach in the newspaper, Eggemoggin Reach. Imaginary Maine. The clock is ticking. On the outskirts. Draining wine from a weak body. Mud in&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-92","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-images"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=92"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=92"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=92"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gemtactics.net\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=92"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}