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very contrary

I worked on a spreadsheet all day. I was a thousand ants. Meanwhile, there’s nothing to figure out. I want the Dark Mother. The expression of negativity and destruction, the extreme expression. Why do...

backwards and behind

Struggling. I don’t want to write down anything discursive, narrative, obvious, patented, simple, negative, positive, emotional, hopeful, peaceful … I have so many ways I don’t want to write. I wrote some interesting sentences...

abstraction

I was interested to read Paula Vogel’s “Playwright’s Note” about The Long Christmas Ride Home. She wrote about the urge to empathy and the urge to abstraction, the “two volitions that underlie all artistic...

merrily merrily merrily

Repotted the poinsettia which had dropped all its green leaves, leaving only its red, quite considerate for Valentine’s Day. Bought red and white candles, fat ones and tall ones, and a cherry strudel. Roses...

ok chorale

Exercises in deletion, fragmentation, hiding, compulsion. I’d like to make word theory, poem theory, not by thinking, but by doing. I was there before. I’ve been there. I know the route. I feel eager,...

freaking A

I am swooning my way through Ashbery, swanning, swimming. Shapiro is fantastically subtle, describing the most elusive effects simply perfectly. I identify with this very much: For Ashbery, the poem remains, it is true,...

moments

At the meeting Monday night, I felt Spirit lurking like a big round friendly beast. An almost physical sensation of a large area of power off to the side of the room just beyond...